Happy Halloween :)

This morning I slowly became aware of the dog next door barking incessantly, the toilet switching on and off every 5 minutes to fill its imaginary lost liquid, and my cat pitifully mewing outside my room. So finally in my frustrated state, I put my glasses on and went to check if my friend who had crashed on the couch was awake yet. She wasn't. I turned my computer on and messed around for a while, and my mom came into my room and sat next to me, asking for a pumpkin pancake recipe. At this point I was really into my mindless game, so her request displeased me, but I did it anyway. And then my sister came in. At that point there were too many people in my room, and I wanted them out. Of course mom took this offensively. 

Now angry, I starting writing dear ***** rants at people. Some are from a few days ago, some from today. One not even really ranting.

Dear *****,
You are not allowed to be the excuse for my faults, and you are not allowed to cause me pain or frustration or sadness, because you are not even worth the anger.
Yours Bitterly,
Simone

Dear *****,
You are the only freaking person I know that can think of some reason to be mad at me at any given time. I'm never given a fair chance out of you, everyone around us notices that.
The Spare, 
Simone

Dear *****,
You tell me all the wrong things. You leave out all of the important info in your life, and give me all of the stuff that's not necessary. I always find out from someone else who you're dating or "going to marry." I thought I was a little more important than that.
Not A Priority,
Simone

Dear Peanut Butter M&Ms,
Do you even understand how fantastically amazing you are? You could totally crush Peanut M&Ms in a popularity contest. You are everything I love about peanuts, without the peanuts. You make me happy.
Love,
Simone

That was pretty much how those went. So last night I said Christine and I went to get Sushi. We ended up at the Blue Nami further away from us due to the closer one closing at 10... We also ended up with 4 rolls. 1 Jaguar, 1 Yellow-Belly, 1 California, and 1 Honeydew. I didn't try the jaguar, but the rest were really good. And this is coming from someone that doesn't like fish. (Disregard the fact that the Yellow-Belly is a roll of deep fried chicken and cream cheese...) 

Happy Halloween!

Normally, I wouldn't expect anything out of my Halloween. In fact, everybody was busy this year. Busy at my ex-boyfriends party. Or trick-or-treating. So I deemed my day terrible. However, ShawnSteve invited me over to hang out until he had to go to the party. As I was getting ready to leave, ExBoyfriend texts me. Out of nowhere. Asking what I was doing tonight. So I said nothing, after suspiciously verifying that it was in fact him texting me. After getting to Shawn's house, ExBoyfriend replied back inviting me to his party.

Somehow ShawnSteve got me to watch Legions... I no longer trust nice looking old ladies. It's not going to happen. They're evil and they trick you with their old smell and their nice looking old look. It's deceiving. Don't fall for it. They'll bite you.

When I went home, I had to seriously think about the party I'd been invited to. After some minor talking to myself, I decided I missed hanging out with a lot of the people that were going. ShawnSteve said I should go. Ricky said I should go, or he'd come pick me up and take me there... Loving threats. So finally I went. I was every bit aware that my decision of going was not final until I walked through that door... But I parked my car at the bottom of the court and saw a swaying figure standing in the middle of it and decided to see who it was.

Sterling. Silly man. Swaying. While talking on his phone. By the time I'd gotten to him, he was off his phone and smiling with his arms out to hug me. He's one of the friends I hadn't seen in a while.

Sterling: How are you doing?

Me: I'm alright.

Sterling: You look like you're about to walk on fire...

Me: Do I? Huh...

Sterling: Want to go for a walk? We've got time.

Me: I... Uh.. Y.. Sure.

After walking around the entire block, because we're weird apparently, we finally went inside. I looked in the hallway and saw ShawnSteve in ExBoyfriend's room holding a kitty, so I figured everyone was in there. I walked in and said hi to ShawnSteve, hi to Ricky, hi to Erik, and then jumped a little at Ashley dressed as the Joker...

Eventually everyone, and I'm talking 15-18 people here, crowded into the living room to watch, AND SING ALONG WITH, Repo! The Genetic Opera.

Now, this is what I've eaten today:
1 banana
3 packets or so of peanut butter M&Ms
and a cookie (because ExBoyfriend's sister threatened me otherwise)

This is not good!

Well, now it's 12:30am... I have to wake up in 6 hours for school. Don't mind my lack of organization over my blog. It'll get better, I promise. I just need a few tries. :)